Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows;
but cheer up, for I have overcome the world.”
John 16:33b Living Bible
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Years ago, I heard someone say that if you can’t sleep at night, pray. If the devil is keeping you awake, that is the last thing he wants you to do. And if God woke you, that is the very thing He wants you to do.
Seems nice and tidy, but what if it’s neither? What if it is just some earthly thing, like chemistry or biology? What does obedience look like then?
For me, here and now, obedience puts my faith in God and trusts my doctor. Takes the medicine, despite the unwanted side effects, as prescribed. Sleeping when I can and trying not to fret when I can’t. Letting the incense rise.
Remembering that this is just for now; this is not forever. And I’m not alone in the dark.
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And let us not get tired of doing what is right,
for after a while we will reap a harvest of blessing
if we don’t get discouraged and give up.
Galatians 6:9 Living Bible